I sprained my ankle!cant really walk now with the bandage around my ankle with totally NO one care about me including the ones who are SUPPOSED to.I am staying ALONE in my house like a useless guy unable to go anywhere although i have my car with me.There will be no dinner for me tonight as there is NO one who is willing to eat with me or 'da bao' for me.Actually I am very sad and down now,not because of my injured leg,it is because of U.I am actually very confused now for whether I should put the blame on U or not.I know that your exam is over and U should go out, enjoy with your friends.But,if U look at another side of it,I am here alone with an injured leg which is difficult for me to move around although I know that it is not so serious.But,does it mean that my injury is not important to U?I really don't know what U think at all sometimes.It is really hard for me to understand U,do U know that?Alot of things I did my very best for U,I've always placed U as my first priority in my life now.Even that day when U are sick and I was in Penang.I have to drive ALL the way back from Penang just to be with U when you are sick although initially I planned to drive back the next day.During that time,do U know how tiring it was for me to drive to and flow from Penang?But I never complain and say A WORD at ALL.Now that i am injured,cant U just stay with me for a day?U cant because I know that to U,I am NOT IMPORTANT at ALL.U choose to go to sing karaoke with your friends at a time where i needed U the most.U asked me yesterday whether U should go to ipoh or not. Therefore,i order not to make U feel unhappy,i asked U to decide for yourself whether U choose to stay with me or go.I thought that U will choose to stay with me,but...U really hurt my heart with that.Sometimes,I was wondering whether should I take into heart for all this small matter?Really at times i feel guilty to say it out and tell U when i am sad because i really scare that you are unhappy.My ankle is injured and U still have the mood to enjoy?U really make me so disappointed with this.I feel that every things related to me is not of your business and NOT IMPORTANT.actually,i can feel that i am nobody for U when you are back in JB where during that time U can meet your friends and families.Now only i realized that your friends are more important for U which U can live W/O ME but U cant live w/o them.I am not trying to gain sympathy here nor am i trying to make you sad and let the whole world know that you are guilty.Just that i feel so disappointed with U now,I feel really sad and down for your action.This is the reason i am typing this post.This way,i can confess everything that i keep in my heart and it will be easy for people to know what am i thinking.Seriously,i really feel guilty to make U feel bad and sad if U read this.I really don't mean to.Hope that U will understand.
*PS:For my friends,i dont mean U when i said that NO one can have dinner with me.I just mentioned about someone else.Thanks for the concern.
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